Monday, May 31, 2010

Onions

In my recent culinary adventures and training, I've learned the hard way to always peel the outer layer off an onion when you're cooking it. Don't ask how I didn't know that at first—I don't really follow recipes, because I like to figure things on my own.

Similarly, I've learned to peel off the outer layer of everything else in my life. I can't quite figure out if I love it or if I hate it



I've encountered so much Philosophy and different ways of thinking in my life now academically that I'm beginning to apply it to everything in my life—subconsciously—whether I like it or not.

It's kind of like peeling an onion. Once you realize the difference in taste when you actually do the work of peeling the outer skin off, you never want to go back to leaving the skin on; however, you also notice imperfections more easily. If someone else forgets to peel the skin off all the way and you get a little piece of onion skin in your mouth, it's just not the same.

I've always been one to live in my head and analyze everything. But I'm seeing the world in a new way. It can be better, and it can be worse, but ultimately I feel as if everything just became a lot more intense. I will never look at anything the simplistic way that I used to. Once you see that there are multiple layers to everything, they don't go away.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Fade

One golden ray of light,
Shining through the oaks.
The Setting of the sun,
My bright day is dwindling—gone.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Never Been Better

Well life has certainly not been a downer lately. Things have been absolutely phenomenal the last few weeks.

I went on vacation with Cheyanne to camp in Big Sur. We drove up to Carmel for a day as well, and on a whim ended up ditching our Monday classes and going to San Francisco on Monday.

When I got back school was pretty hectic since I had done no work whatsoever over the weekend, but it was completely doable since I am now unemployed! It's amazing how easy it is to just be a student. I haven't been just a student since sophomore year of high school.

Spent some time with the family after that. I met my brother's girlfriend, and we all had dinner together, saw my mom, and hung out 'till the sun came up with some friends.

On top of this, the weather has been perfect for the last week! Best of all, the only schoolwork I have to do now is all upper division and for my major so it's fun, easy, and quick since I'm used to working full time, too. It's time to enjoy life!

Thursday, May 6, 2010

In Flux

Sometimes life just hits you with those surprises and you're not really sure what to do. Sometimes you take a step back and you think about it and think about it and think about it...

That's what I normally do.

This time I just made a decision almost instantaneously. We'll see how it turns out this time.

Life is not going to be the same for a while.